another fucked up day. suicide entered my brain waves today. i'm just so tired of wondering where our next dollar will come from... just tired....

crazy days are here again

i  have been fighting this dam depression, deep depression for weeks now. It just keeps getting worse instead of better.  I have to dole out my meds because i can't afford to buy the the zyrprexa.  I don't know what to do. I guess just go crazy.