stuck in Cheyenne, Wy

Hello again, we are stuck in Wyoming with a broke down truck. Have been since yesterday. To many things r happening around trucking to make us get the fuck out!! We actually have a couple of RV's to look at if we ever get back to Florida.  Rick is fucking us badly. I cant wait to get out of this business completely.  I looked at a few things about disabilty for Ralph and it appears that he will qualify.

Update....

We r in Yuma, Az at the moment trying to get loaded....have been since last night...still not loaded....We r supposed to b loading for home, I'll believe it when i see it. Haven't been there since New Years Eve.  I miss my Gimpy terribly....On the way into California we stopped in Quartize  and looked at an RV. It was $5895. and pretty nice everthing worked. I wanted to trade Ralph's ring for it but we decided to wait and see what i find on cragslist or whatever.  Well it's time to go drink another beer.....

another fucked up day. suicide entered my brain waves today. i'm just so tired of wondering where our next dollar will come from... just tired....

crazy days are here again

i  have been fighting this dam depression, deep depression for weeks now. It just keeps getting worse instead of better.  I have to dole out my meds because i can't afford to buy the the zyrprexa.  I don't know what to do. I guess just go crazy.

just going to the phys...

I'm just getting ready to go to the phys today.,  I've gotta get my meds changed.  I've been feeling like a dam zombie!!  I always wonder if anybody even reads this...no one ever comments and I don't know how to see if anyone is reading it...cann anyone help?  You know,   why write if no one reads or comments?

trying to put up a pool

We got a pool from craigslist a couple days ago. We tryed to put it up yesterday, but than i fell out my chair backwards on my head.  toda;y I am just WAYYYYY sore, but we have to finish putting it up today.  Its a really nice pool, well worth over a grand plus the people gave us chemicals too.  But of course it's raining today!!!

krazy

i am just having a fucked up day and wanted to tell somebody. i have an appointment with my phsco. today am really not looking forward to it. For she might put me back in the krazy unit. Oh well, at least there i don't have to clean up after people in there.....